haha.Although its abit lame but its still funny. They were filming it during DNT last week.
andand I finally updated my blog,after like,10days? hahaha. was kinda busy plus no mood to blog.
have been going back to school almost everyday for remedials. THEN after those remedials going to AMK to meet up with them cool guys for pool and dinner and hanging out.
dang. im seeing amk hub more then i see my own home. but its a good sign that i see less and less of my comp.=DD hahaha.
and i seriously dun really know wad to include in this update. but no matter wad i have to squeeze out this update,FOR THE GREATER GOOD. hehehe.
but i'll try to recall wad i remembered. so yesterday we all went for pool.(not surprising huh) some Guys plus mao plus eugene plus weizhong plus siangann. mao and G and sam left off early. in the end our pool costed $31 hahaha.
andand jasmine im really sorry for dropping the cuestick on your boob.>_< it wasnt intentional.please dun send thompson after my ass.>_>
and quotes sam. "wah lau you all damn horny seh." hahaha cause we were all asking about diane. and allen was ogling at audrey the whole time.hehe.
went to school today for 2hours of chemistry. i dun think i learnt anything today. combined chem lessons with 4a1,guranteed cant learn anything one. hahaha.
and imma leave now, im gonna meet them guys again for pool,HAHA. plus haircut before my hair turns afro.
Whats the point of saying sorry when nothing's gonna change? If nothing's gonna change for the better, then I guessing that its no point swallowing your pride just to say that simple yet difficult word. Might as well just spit your pride back out, and hurl it into the face of others.
Hello all! Im so so so sorry for not updating for 9 days. I had my reasons,yeah? hee.
ANYWAY. Its the start of the june holidays. 1 full month of going back to school! Dang. I wanna go so many place. =(
ANYWAYANYWAY. Went to watch POTC3 with them Guys last sat. Met them during afternoon at the claypot emian stall. Then after eating we all went Eugene Bidoof's house. Yeah! We started gambling:blackjack! I lost a grand total of $16.=( Then they played mahjong,and I didnt know how to play. So I went to watch the live SC MBC on the com.
During lunch,I asked Sam,
Daryl:So you're gonna use that 5 bucks to eat? how you gonna gamble later?
Sam:Im gonna use this money to eat,use 10cents to gamble, and use my winnings to buy my movie ticket,AND a house.
HAHA.Wtf.asshole. Then we left,bought the tickets,and ate dinner. We all went up to watch the 1030show. The freaking movie lasted 3 hours.Omg. And when I went home at around 3am,I got scolded like shit. >_<
and we've been going Kpool to play so often. I think we really should make a membership card. Doh. and Guys,lets all play sc! Lets all get really pro before sc2 comes out.xD
I think thats all for this update. yeah i know,this update is so disappointing. ohwells. I really have nothing to blog about. or maybe I forgot about everything else.xD
BUT before i go,theres this guy that i know. hes like so unoriginal. get a life dude,you'll never be as cool as me.LOL.
AND GOOD LUCK TO ALL O LEVEL MT PEOPLE. although its like 15 hours late, IM WISHING ALL OF YOU GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR RESULTS K? hahaha.
Even when some things are said and done, I know you wouldnt change your mind. I shant elaborate.
Leave Out All The Rest
I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're asking me I want you to know
When my time comes Forget the wrong that i've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid I've taken my beating I've shared what i made I'm strong on the surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you So if you're asking me I want you to know
When my time comes Forget the wrong that i've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest
Forgetting / all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well Pretending / someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are
When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest
Forgetting / all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well Pretending / someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
First of all,I would like thank all you people for your concern! I know some of you are really disappointed. Yeah.I promise I'll work hard.=D
And I'm still aint in the mood to do anything. But just give me a couple of days, I'll be back to normal.
Yesterday school was pretty normal. Not much teaching going on. Then after school went to eat chicken rice at 900+ there. On the bus there,saw this cute baby who kept on smiling at Cheryl. But I reckon that hes just staring at her school logo loh.HAHA. Andand when I went home,I was in the lift with the same baby again! But he was already fast asleep and drooling in his mum's arms.Haha.
Didnt went to the Dnt course cause I was too lazy.Heh. Then went out to meet them guys for pool. After that just ate and went home.
Today,slacked at home til around 4plus then went out to meet Tom and Allen to watch Blades of Glory. Damn funny show,with LOTS of gay humour in it. Then went to eat,then we all went home while Allen went to watch Spiderman 3 himself. He didnt watch the midnight show with us the last time cause he would miss his last train to Yew Tee if he did.heh.
I'm feeling tired right now,I guess I'll go to sleep earlier today. AND STARCRAFT 2 OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCED TODAY. OMGOMGOMG *ORGASMS*
Yo. So yeah,I got back my MYE results today. It wasnt that good,I only passed 2 out of 6. I passed only combined science and dnt.
Shan't elaborate more about the rest. Ms Liem said something so true. If theres still depression,theres still hope. When you're in the state where you're no longer feel depressed or regret,you're hopeless. Depression is there to set you back, so that you can make a comeback.
When you no longer have goals, you're just a half dead body, wasting your life away, doing drugs,smoke alot and drink.
Sigh. Looking at my results, it looks like I have a long long way to get into my desired course in poly. I have to work alot harder from now on. =|
Andand I also got LP's Minutes to Midnight album today. After going through all the songs and lyrics, their style is different now. Interested to know more? Get your own hard copy of LP's MTM album NOW.
Right now,I feel lost. I dun really know wad to do from now on. I need some time to regather my thoughts. I will make a comeback,regardless what.
Yeah. Went Sakae yesterday with Zim and Ching. On the train ride there,I saw Syahirah. What the fuck man,her mouth is still as sharp as ever.
Syahirah: Eh you when want graduate ah?This year or next year?
Daryl:Shut up.
Syahirah:If this year,you next year want go which poly ah?
Daryl:I dun-
Syahirah:Aiya look at you likedat,sure cant go anywhere one lah.
Daryl:What the fuck.Bastard!
A few mins later,when she alights
Syahirah: I alight already ah,byebye.
Daryl:Okok,byebye.Take care ah.Dun retain in poly.
Syahirah:Fuck you la,chee bye kaopeh fucker.
Daryl:....
Daryl:Vulgar seh.
I still remember the days,in sec 3,she and Ain would just come over to me,and verbally OWN me.
Both of them would shoot words like machineguns after each other,leaving you with no room to breathe or to retaliate.
And when they have finally finished, you are pretty much left speechless.
She looks different now, but she still can hold her own against me. Damn.
After sakae,we'all just went home. Played dota with the guys on Ventrilo. Damn funny as hell. S.A was waking the dead with his singing. Tom was rubbing his hot cock in oil. DOH.
Hello people! I'm back and feeling much better ever since those shitty days. Thank you people for your concern. I love you guys! At least your tags let me know that y'all are still around.=)
So I went to town both today and yesterday. Allen,Zhi and Roy also went with me today. Its pretty amazing ya know, Zhi can come up with all the slacking techniques and ways to put off doing homework. And still get 15points for his o'levels. Thats like averaging a B3 for every subject. WAD THE HELL MAN.
I wish I could be like him. Bleah.
And I'm so gonna get fucked by Mr Tan tml. Dnt's left undone. And theres the 4hr course tml. Damn,I'm too lazy to even start work.
Speaking of which,yes Tom, I know you love me so. HAHA. I hope you die.Seriously.
Yeah! MYE's finally over. God damned motherfucker.
But I dun really feel that relieved. Theres this 'post exam/pre-result worry in me. You know,the sick anxious feeling you get right before you know your results.
I didnt expect this feeling to come so soon. Bleah,its all been said and done anyways.
So yeah,after exam went with Peggy and Ching to eat 'Ba Chor Mee' beside the yishun library. Nice,but not filling. Then went home to change, then went to meet the mcdonald club. Haha,I call it that way cause we meet everyday in macs to study for the past week.
But we didnt study today. We just went there to crap and do Sudoku. Yeah,then I left off to meet Allen, then G and Fookyu came and we played at amk K Pool. Sam came,followed by Tom. Then Fookyu left for her guitar lessons.
Btw,these are really my best buds. Seriously man. You will be touched,by the following conversation at K Pool.
Tom:Hey later wanna go masturbate together ?
Everyone:LOL.
Daryl:What the fuck? For what??
Tom:To celebrate your exams finish lah!
Now thats what Greatness is.
andand,I changed my view on K Pool already. So many pretty and cute girls! Who the fuck gives a shit about the chinese music playing, Pop on those earphones and crank up your iPod! Damn. We should go play pool more often.Haha! Heh,I'm such a pervertic tikopeh.
Then I had to go home for dinner. So we all left. And on the train,we decided to purposely be late for Tom's wedding next time. Cause that asshole's always late! HAHA. Goes around,comes around dude.
And sorry guys,I cant go G's house to gamble today. My mother pissed liao. And I dun feel like winning over all of G's money today. So yeah.
Chem was a little screwed up hahaha. I tried studying the day before but could get nothing into my head.
Then after school we had this phy practical test. After that,Mr Tang gave us back our Physics paper. Nothing amazing?
We only had our physics paper yesterday. And we got it back,fully marked and all. Mr Tang's a freaking machine. HAHA.
Anyway,someone's pissed with me for I dun really know wad reason. If its about the perfume thing, well apparently I didnt spray/spam/use it all up.
If you didnt know,(which is most prolly) your beloved Dini and Zimmer were playing with it in Macs.
Yes,by chance we saw Dini cause she wanted to use the macs' toilet. Then she sat and joined us for a lil chat, then she and zim started playing with it. I got sprayed too,but wadever.
All I ever got was the one you helped me on my jacket,and the one on my hand by Dini. Sheesh.
If its not about that matter, then I dun really know wad is it about. Perhaps we can have a lil talk about it. Please do talk to me when you see this.
On a lighter note, I met G and Bern while buying dinner today. And woah! G has done it again. HAHA. Best of luck to you,newly 17 year old kinky boy. I do applaud you for being such a chiong-ster.HAHA.
Anyway,tml's the last paper. After that its party time! Then mugging time again for prelims.=( Then after that even more mugging for o levels.=((
I punch walls. and I thank God these walls are always around everywhere.
Its getting real hard for me to control my temper nowadays. And if there werent walls for me to punch, I would have most probably killed someone. I would have wrapped my fingers around his/her neck and freaking clawed his/her throat out.
My hands are bruised now. But I still continue doing it. And I foresee myself doing this til probably next Tuesday or so.
My hands hurt alot now. I can barely hold a pen, much less write. And I wonder how am I gonna sit through my chem paper tml.
But its always better than killing someone. Hopefully I will be able to stop this bad habit of mine soon.
Friday So friday was G's birthday. Happy 17th birthday kinky boy.
So went to meet them Guys at City Hall in the evening. Was supposed to eat at the cheap food court,but changed to New York,New York instead.
All of them are gay!
After waiting in the queue for an hour,we were allowed in.Which was already 9pm by then. So,we placed our orders,and patiently waited for our food.
We,the patient men
Then after we ate,we all squeezed into the box. and sat there til closing time. Me,being the nice guy and all,paid for the full bill.
Just kidding. Anyway,quotes G to Joann. "Kiss me now!"
So we went back to Yishun GV to watch the Spiderman3 midnight show. It was good. Then walked home and reached only at around 4am. Slept all the way to 12pm....then on
Saturday Went to MAAD with A STD. A STD stands for Allen,Sam,Tom and Daryl. and MAAD stands for Market of Artists And Designers. Met Tom at around 3,took train to Tanjong Pagar. Met Allen then went into MAAD.
YES.FREE BEER. We,mere 4 guys cleaned out 10 over bottles.Heh. Then waited for Sam to come with Matilda. And theres this booth,'Pay Whatever Poems' Basically,you give them a word,they write the poem,and you can pay them ANY amount. Mine goes : dont tell me you never heard yourself say those things or made any attempt to bail,run far away from everything we've built,made real with each other,the very thing i thought both you and i treasured
and now all you've left me with,is a sullen silence,a grave lonliness i've never,ever felt before.
how does it feel,to win once again just like you always do to take,tear apart,demolishing everything you said was real tell me,no,tell yourself,ask yourself,how does it feel
and don't bother telling me its no use because you were never even real.
heh. then theres this booth. called 'white dog bobby'
a curious lil puppy. and apparently
LOL.oh wells.
Sunday onwards til present date Nothing on sunday,monday and tuesday was spent in shitty places with people. Shan't elaborate more,its just exams and studying for the past 2 days. GOD.I hate school.
Yeah. Its funny how some people can appear so nice infront of you, talk,hang out,laugh,making it seem as though both of you are genuine friends. But once you turn your back,she viciously backstabs you. In such stealthy manner,you probably wouldnt notice it,not until you yourself accidently hear what she has to say about you.
Its sad you see, I never wanted things to happen this way. But long long ago,I could kinda see this coming. Its only a matter of time,and social influence.
The even sadder thing,is that this is what makes you look ugly on the inside. Apart from your tendency to bitch and backstab, you're really a cool girl. You're pretty,you carry yourself well,you literally make boys fall head over heels in love with you. Heck,just by looking,I can tell you're gonna be someone successful. But only if you put in that little extra hard work. I can already see you,in the future,being some career woman. Making millions of men fall in love with you. Dang.
But unless you change your perpetual habit of B&B'ing, thats not gonna happen. I really hope you know who you are. And you learn something in this post. I hope that this post has not gone in vain.
Maybe I'm just influenced by Sam,to dislike hypocrites and all. Or I'm just like that. But then again,its people like you that plague social circles. People like that should just die off.I dun think anyone needs someone like that in their own social circle.
I think I have spoken too much. I'm holding my crap for too long,I gotta go shit now. Ta.
Monday-Wednesday 3 hellish days of the Superteen course, with each day starting at 730am, and only releasing at 9pm. Extreme boredom can lead to :
Having your portrait drawn by other people OR :
Just being spastic. DOH. Also learnt to be more aware of obvious hints. I must be freaking blind/insensitive.
Thursday-Friday Normal school days,teachers coming in to rush last minute revision.Also had to clear the tons of books under the table.
Saturday Fell sick. Hellish,headache,a very bad sorethroat and lots and lots of mucus. Was supposed to go studying, but cancelled it due to me being really unable leave the house without falling or fainting 5487395 times.
Sunday Felt slightly better, So left the house at early evening to meet Cheryl to study at AMK mac.
Ms Cheryl Tham,professional Maths teacher.
HAH.Bet you guys didnt know she wears specs. but she rarely wears it.haha.(strictly once a year only.) Then Ching came,did more revision,ate then left the place at only around 10pm.
Monday Present day. Took both EL paper 1 and 2. Sad to say,I dun have much confidence in passing.
I think imma off to sleep now, mentally tired to the extreme..
