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Wednesday, June 27, 2007 6/27/2007 09:28:00 PM
Hello readers,
lets get to something serious today.
I've been thinking.
and thinking.
and thinking.
and thinking.
and thin- okok I'll stop.
and to think of it,how do YOU live through everyday life?
Hmmm.I'm not really proud to say this,
but I live through everyday life with,
PARANOIA,ANXIETY and PESSIMISTIC THOUGHTS.
Yeah,you might think this is real funny,coming from me.
To the point of even being ironical,maybe.
but its true.
Everyday,in my waking moments,
fear just kicks in.
Maybe I'm afraid of some unseen supernatural force,
steadily waiting to callously strip me of everything
that I have lived,fought and worked for.
Stripped of all my loved ones.
Nono,dun get me wrong,I aint afraid of loneliness.
I'm just afraid of....losing everything.
Think I'm bullshitting?
I have sweaty palms.
Sweaty palms are caused by anxiety and stress.
It aint normal,as far as I can remember.
It aint a little bit funny living like that.
Gosh,I think I need counselling.
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Monday, June 25, 2007 6/25/2007 10:15:00 PM
friday.
went out with weiyang and jap.
went to town and just walked around.
left off with weiyang when jap's girlfriend and her sister came.
was supposed to meet allen at amk at 615.
but that faggot came at 715!
chee bye!
played pool with him,walked around amk hub,
then went to yishun to sit around before going home.
saturday.
stayed at home for the earlier half of the day.
went out to dinner with eugene,roy,zhi and siangann,
then roy and zhi left off with me to meet allen to watch fan4.
after watching,tom came,then mao came.
when mao came we all left off liao.lol!
went back home to sleeeeeeeeep.
sunday.
went out to eat lunch and cut hair with G.
that guy has LOTS of mind numbing stories to tell.
fuck it man,fuck it.hehe.
went out to dinner with eugene and tom later.
then damn bored lah.
so went home earlier.
monday.
START OF SCHOOL.
wtf.
seeeeeeeebei sian.
andand a major rule change!
we are actually ALLOWED to bring mp3 players to school!
GOSH.
heh.
school was still pretty boring.
and went for dnt later on.
and yay,im close to finishing my dnt practical.(:
damn,i work fast.haha.
when i came back,siang ann said this to me,
well,in life,you have a choice,to forgive or not.
if that person doesnt deserve it,why forgive?
indeed huh.
that person's sins against me is simply too much
for me to just simply ignore and forget.
sure,the very first instance was almost a year ago,
and it wasnt the most serious one YET,
but the simple thought of it just infuriates me.
ccb bitch.
then went out to dinner with allen,tom,eugene and siangann.
god,it was damn fucking funny at there lah.
heh.and thanks guys for your advice and cheering me up.
dang.
after that went home.
and im so gonna get screwed tml.
fuckit!
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Friday, June 22, 2007 6/22/2007 12:53:00 AM
oh god.
my sorethroat has gotten worse.
ohwells.
i can only blame myself.
i ate food like...hmm.
laksa for lunch yesterday?
fried hokkien mee with LOTS of chilli for dinner yesterday?
kentucky FRIED chicken for lunch today?
and lots of chocolates here and there too.hehe.
jeez.im such a noob at taking care of myself.
dang.
yesterday,went for dnt.
pretty much grinded through the practical and stuff.
then went home all tired,sweaty and smelly.
today,also went for dnt.
but today was released much earlier cause the teachers
had a meeting or something.yayness.
then went to eat lunch with cheryl,lenny and zimmer at kfc.
then after eating i was like......
hey you all have any coins?i wan change coins.
both zim and lenny said they have and started taking out coins.
AND THEN they started exchanging coins between themselves!
then i was like,EH I WAS THE ONE WHO WAN CHANGE COIN RIGHT.
then at the background got someone laughing until got tears come out or smth.
hahah.
but in the end i got my coins.so tra-la-la.
saw someone at the bus interchange.
damn coincidental seh.hahaha.(:
after that went home liao.
theres no school tml,weee!
time to go out! (:
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Monday, June 18, 2007 6/18/2007 07:28:00 PM
friday.
went out to town with jap.
bought a BLACK cardigan from fourskin.(:
was walking around to look for cardigans,
and i was seriously thrown off when i entered
topman wisma and right on display was a HOT PINK cardigan.
i know SOMEONE would definately ask,
"why never buy hot pink! your favourite colour!"
hahaha.=D
saturday.
LGF competition.
woke up at like 630am.
went off to meet YLW faggots at ocbc at 730.
ate breakfast,then took train to somerset.
their turn to play was at 3pm,so we went to relac first LOL.
in the end they played and they lost.>_<
went off to make fun of tom and his 1 ball,
then went back to yishun to eat claypot mian.
after that went home,siang ann called for more dota training.
and sorry,no coverage of the whole event
cause i was too lazy to bring camera.LOL.
sunday.
slacking at home for almost the whole day.
viewed SOMEONE'S slideshow,and saw something YELLOW.
gosh,i was so stoned when i saw it.
alright i shouldnt say too much.hee.(:
went out in the evening to eat subway and play pool.
kpool sunday nite no one one.sian.
after that went home and fell sick.):
monday.
was still sick.
went to school at 11am for dnt.
im finally gonna complete my material list!
hahaha.
damn i should go rest now.
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Friday, June 15, 2007 6/15/2007 11:27:00 AM
okay,i may not remember that many things.
but i'll try to put down wadever i can rememeber okay.
monday.
hmmm went for chem for 2 hours.
then after that went to 925 to eat chicken rice.
went back home after that.
tuesday.
dun really remember much.
i think i went to play pool with allen,
then went back yishun to hang for a while
before going home for dinner.
wednesday.
went for chem,then went to funland
to find the YLW-ers.
ate lunch,then went to ahzhong's house.
damn rich sia him.
live at the Shaughnessy.
5 storey unit leh.
ahaha.
then we played blackjack,
but we didnt play with money.
we played with doing PUSH UPS.HAHA.
in the end tom ended up having to do 350 push ups!
but he only did 60,so now he owe us 290.
i only need to do 55 push ups only.hehe.
then i 1handed-ly spoiled the ping pong table at the games room.
hehe.i didnt know i was that heavy.
after that i walked home cause its pretty near my house.
then at night at msn,
someone asked me why was i ):
i thought she so good,concerned about me sia.
but in the end she just wanted to BULLY me lah!
wad the hell right!
if you are reading this,you should know who you are!
hahaha.=D
thursday.
went to play pool,ate subway,
played pool again,then ate AGAIN.
hahah i big eater right.
then went home to play dota.
got scolded by SA like fuck.>_<
oh well.damn my lousy dota skills.
the tourney is only tml.
hope someone wouldnt screw up or smth.
if not i'll be playing,then GG liao.
friday.
was supposed to go for phy.
but 930 liao tang havent come.
so many of us zhao,leaving only 13 students in class.
ahahaha.
later gonna go out with jap to town.
perhaps i'll update later.
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Sunday, June 10, 2007 6/10/2007 01:59:00 AM
hello!
im back.(:
finally watched shrek 3 today.
was slacking around at home during the whole day,
watching SC videos.
learnt loads of stuff.
thenthen left house at evening.
meet some of them for dinner at kfc then went
in to watch the movie.
the people who went were :
allen,sam,tom,jas,joann,roy,zhi and weizhong.
the movie was damn funny.
kinda tickled me.hehe.
then after that we were walking to safra,
and then saw MAO and CHINAGF at bk.
then we all left off to safra first.
while allen stayed at bk with them,
and jas and joann went to chong pang for duno wad.
played pool at safra until all of them came.
and thanks CHINAGF!
for protecting me from those 2 faggots
by pinching them in the nipples.hehe.(:
after that when safra closed at 1am,
we all left and like stayed outside safra to discuss stuff.
when suddenly something happened that freaked us out.
woah.scary man.
then sent joann home,and i went home alone
while the rest went to bidoof's house to orgy.
i want to change new specs!!
my current one is slowly disintergrating.
and im sick of blue already.hehe.
i wanna change to a red or green or black one!!
hahaha.
im feeling a little high now,
but i think i should prolly hit the bed.
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