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Wednesday, June 27, 2007 6/27/2007 09:28:00 PM


Hello readers,
lets get to something serious today.

I've been thinking.
and thinking.
and thinking.
and thinking.
and thin- okok I'll stop.

and to think of it,how do YOU live through everyday life?
Hmmm.I'm not really proud to say this,
but I live through everyday life with,
PARANOIA,ANXIETY and PESSIMISTIC THOUGHTS.

Yeah,you might think this is real funny,coming from me.
To the point of even being ironical,maybe.
but its true.

Everyday,in my waking moments,
fear just kicks in.
Maybe I'm afraid of some unseen supernatural force,
steadily waiting to callously strip me of everything
that I have lived,fought and worked for.
Stripped of all my loved ones.
Nono,dun get me wrong,I aint afraid of loneliness.
I'm just afraid of....losing everything.

Think I'm bullshitting?
I have sweaty palms.
Sweaty palms are caused by anxiety and stress.
It aint normal,as far as I can remember.

It aint a little bit funny living like that.
Gosh,I think I need counselling.