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Sunday, November 30, 2008 11/30/2008 12:08:00 PM
hmm,after reading something posted on the internet i decided
to give my very own review and thoughts.
lets see..
mentality and maturity level higher then anyone coming from a rich family?
just because you take more hardship than others doesnt make you more mature.
if you are looking for the word,its "sensible".
i really dont see how taking in more hard knocks in life could make you more superior
than "rich family people" mentally and maturity wise.
i mean,you can pull through all the hardship through sheer dumb luck,
and learn totally nothing from it.no plus points to maturity level.
im not saying you are like that but yeah you get my point.
also,im speaking from a 'non rich family' point of view.
my family isnt rich.sometimes at the end of the month
things can get really financially tight for us.
but we still pull through.meh
i digress.
anyways,you misunderstand my point.
when i said "still need your mum to clean after your shit?"
i of course didnt mean you are mummy's girl.
im trying to put across that you are behaving like a child,
when it comes to resolving problems you just run away saying "its my fault sorry"
jeez.
i also hate how in your current pm you put,
"only you have the most respect"
it really pisses me off how you put things like that in your pm.
you are not making it any better,you are only making it worse.
contribution to the project?
did i not do what i was tasked?
i tried my best to meet all deadlines just so that the project wouldnt fall crumble like cookies.
and i believe saying it more then a couple of times
"if you think my piece of work sucks,tell me.i will go redo."
just so that on top of everything you had to do,you dont have to redo my part.
also regarding the scott jones last minute email raising requirements of what
he wants to see in our week 8 presentation,
i remember saying it countless times,
"it isnt your fault,so why not spread the workload?its not like they are leading very busy lives"
but you just choose to do everything by yourself.
yes,i offered to share the workload,and i did less than half of everything.
but i offered to help out even more,asking you to send me some of cheryl's wireframe
for me to do at home.i mean like i have so much free time.why wouldnt you allow me to help?
yes,you did ask me to do ryan's part,and i refused.
i let my personal feelings about him affect the project.
it was very unprofessional of me,and i sincerely apologize for that.
yes,i know you despise our group.
it was probably the unluckiest day of your life on the day
that the groupings were made.
i was absent,and when i heard about the groupings,
i truly felt sorry for you.
do you remember? i actually apologized to you.for being assigned to your group.
for our group,passing was already difficult,let alone getting grades like A or B.
it was imminent that your gpa will be pulled down by this module.
but i dont blame you.if i was you i too wouldnt be too happy too.
such a shitty group,we were almost doomed to fail.
yes i know i suck as a leader.
but wasnt it you who pleaded with me to be the group leader?
i already told you that you shouldnt be expecting too much when im in charge.
i tried to be understanding.
"be nice to her" i often told myself.
i really,really tried my best to make you happy.
but i dont know if i succeeded too well or fail horribly.
cause at the end,you just said,
"dont be too nice to me,i dont like it."
i was pissed,possibly heartbroken.
i tried so hard,who am i doing this for?
my acts of kindness obviously went unappreciated.
all in all,
i just want to apologize for all the discouraging words that i had said to you
in your most difficult times.
i loved you as a friend,but day by day i lost my understanding of you
til i totally couldnt comprehend you anymore.
perhaps our friendship was fated to end on a sour note.
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