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Saturday, December 13, 2008 12/13/2008 01:14:00 AM


after reading what you said,
i regretted what i had done
i had gone too far and did too much...

all i wanted to do was to make you happy
but along the way something went horribly wrong
and now im paying for my mistakes...

perhaps the damage done was way too severe.
perhaps you have expected better,
expected much more from me
hence the huge disappointment in me
you have never expected that i was such a major letdown...

at the end,after everything,
if we are still not able to reconcile,to become normal friends again,
i would say that i would be very sad to witness
the death of our friendship,
the death and passing of something once so beautiful...

but if we were to become friends again,
something which i really hope and yearn for,
it would definately be most wonderful,
and it our friendship would most likely be stronger then it was before...

i dont know the past,
neither do i know the present,
and most definately know nothing of the future,
i dont know anything else right now...

im very tired
and how i wish i could be a bear,and hibernate and sleep for the whole of next 2 weeks
its pointless waking up,to face reality once again
to face emptiness for every waking minute
and when i finally wake up 2 weeks later,
maybe the world will change,
maybe miracles happen like the cure to aids or cancer has been found,
or maybe shit happens like world war 3 or some global epidemic arises
but it would be most interesting........

i definately deserve these 2 weeks of break