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Sunday, December 14, 2008 12/14/2008 09:58:00 PM
its so ironic,that the noun 'words'
is so over used by humans,yet it still remains the thing that hurts the most
i wouldnt say i'm sorry, instead, i'll just be truthful,
cause afterall,its the most sincere way to show that im trying to resolve a situation..right?
besides, i dont think my 'apologies' would be of any use at all.. .maybe just a little.
BUT, first of all, the intention of this post is not to add fuel to the fire
i think the problem with us is that both of us are like 'outspoken people'.
similar to point that we are both 'outspoken'
but different in what we stand and believe in.
maybe thats why we fight so much, maybe thats why we fought so much.
if we do ever fight again however, which i would rather avoid, and instead have a good conversation to settle things out.
i think we would both need to look at the big picture before we go into any form of argument and just hurt each other, causing unhappiness, sorrow, despair, disappointment, pressure, stress, and every other negative feeling or result one can derive from the dictionary because thats just what fights do, they break you down and leave you feeling empty.
even if you might be very cautious or distrusting of me now,
if we do work together again,i promise history would not be repeated.
because after all this,i finally learned something from it.
i realize that is not my position to pinpoint or oppress anyone who have conflicting opinions.
i think what we need to do is that we both have to try to understand what each of us are doing.
and if we have different views we both need to realize that the other idea might actually really be better.
no i'm not shooting you or anything,
in fact, i myself must also try to see why you wanted things to be done a certain way,
and vice versa.
i think i've said enough, you deserve the term break,
please take care of yourself,pamper yourself,
catch up on your sleep.
you definately deserve better.
even though earlier i said i wont apologize,
i guess... i'm sorry things like this happened, i'm not proud of what i've said or done.
if it was any other girl i wouldnt even have cared half as much.
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